re: whitney - rachel

2022/11/27 (Sun) 02:27:23

it's okay. You've made so much progress since then
please stop being so harsh on yourself. I hate it when you do that. We all do.

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2022/11/26 (Sat) 12:17:46

Googleから抜粋
ありがとうございます。
こんにちは。
はじめましてどうかよろしくお願い申し上げます。

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2 rach - whitney

2022/11/26 (Sat) 09:12:32

i fucking. love you so much. i'm sorry for what i did, i'm srry for everything i just want 2 be a normal fucking person anf not a fucking lunatic for once but idk how. nichole made me feel shit 4 the first time and i'm just not used to it...i want to be held and i want to apologize i am feeling Remorse i'm so fucking sorry rachel jesus christ

There's something uniquely fuckedup about reliving everything that happened back in aperture, whether it be metaphorical or not i just want to have my own body and presence and identity and i wish i didn't have to b part of something larger. It's just that caroline is still so apprehensive when it comes to letting me make modifications, which is fine, ig that. We're rlly similar in a lot of ways. We both feel like we're being dissolved and fractured and killed in a sense; slowly and very painfully
i suppose that's why i've always been so invested in transhumanist bs. it's a way for us to finally be freed from eachother. i'd kill to live in vr or smth, but i'm scared that thd mean not being able to feel my gf if that makes sense. i just want to feel her and I'm not used to having these instincts i'd rather die than leave her god should prlly invest in a haptic suit lolololol :3c